This morning, I was thrilled when Julie, our worship leader,
invited the congregation to sing the favorite old hymn, Great is Thy Faithfulness.
My friend, Patty, and I usually tell each other when we sing
it in our separate worship services, so I thought I would be texting her to say
that we sang it. Instead, I’m sharing it with my readers.
“We’re going
to sing all three stanzas,” Julie said. And then the pianist played
through the chorus as we prepared to sing. Of course, Husband sang the words to
it as she played.
He doesn’t sing or whisper in a quiet voice, and when he got
to the last two measures, where the words are “Lord, unto me,” he changed the words, ”Sing all three verses.”
I laughed loudly and continued to laugh as the others sang “Great is thy faithfulness, O God my Father.”
I mean it; I laughed a full chuckle and
my shoulders shook. It was a splendid moment.
It was all I could do to concentrate on “There is no shadow of turning with Thee.”
Husband ignored me and sand with gusto. He glanced at me as if
to say “What?”
When he gets into a song of any genre, he sings with gusto as
if throwing his full soul into the words and the music itself.
This is the man I once knew, many years ago, before depression
robbed him of spontaneous, impulsive retorts and comments and humor. “Thy compassions, they fail not. As thou hast
been thou forever wilt be.”
It’s been several months since this side of him as shown its face. Is it the new antidepressant? He claims he
doesn’t feel much different since he began taking it this week, but I see glimpses
that indicate something positive is happening.
If it’s not the new medication, possibly it was the clear
bright white sunshine that accompanied us to church. I hope it is a combination of both.
The song was perfect for today’s moments: “Summer and winter and springtime and harvest, Sun, moon, and stars in
their courses above join with all nature in manifold witness to thy great
faithfulness, mercy, and love.”
If the depression lifts even a small amount, it is a reason to
rejoice and thank God for our tremendous psychiatrist and the chemical
knowledge known to raise the natural compounds in his brain.
But if it doesn’t lift much, there is always reason to thank
God for the doctor and God’s generous goodness to us. “Great is they faithfulness. Morning by morning new mercies I see.”
Today’s scene was a new mercy for the day. “All I have needed, thy hand hath provided.”
That’s it in a nutshell. All we have needed, God is faithful
and willing to supply it. And that can mean a quick impulsive humor or the joy
of a hearty laugh.
I share today’s moment for all my friends who are persons with
ADHD and who also struggle with depression of any degree. At McNay & Voth
ADHD Services, we desire to encourage persons with ADHD and their families in
their daily struggles. We invite you to contact us, so we can help you identify
a moment God has provided for you.
